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18 Jul 09

The Robot

Upon the stairway of despair,

Complete with broken love affairs

And promises that never came,

But faded with a touch of shame,

A pretty girl with golden hair

And innocence so sadly rare,

Strove to keep her head above

A way of life devoid of love.Feeling pinned against Life’s wall,

She chanced upon a robot tall

And said, “Please come and share with me

Whatever Fate has deemed to be.

I’m through with love, done with chances

Spirit crushed by past romances,

Just be a friend in word and deed.

That’s all that I shall ever need.”"There’s not too much from me to learn,”

Remarked the robot, in return.

“Emotions do not form a part

of my cold, solid-steel heart.

Whatever maker fashioned me

Did not permit my circuitry

Responsiveness to love or pain -

You’re thoughts for me would be in vain.”

“No matter”, spoke the maid. “No more

Do I wish passion to explore.

Be someone I can come home to

When my exhausting day is through.

Count yourself a well-worn shoe -

A friend that I can slip into . . .

Protection from a stone cold floor . . .

For this I ask and nothing more.”

Agreement made, he took her hand

And lived the life that she had planned,

Always willing, not demanding,

Aiding her with understanding

He made her smile with humorous wit

(As his restrictions would permit)

And, bit by bit, she came to feel

That he was more than iron and steel.

“I love you, robot”, she at last

Replied when several months had passed.

“You’re strength and quiet dignity

Have brought a wondrous change in me.

No more do I feel all alone,

And pray you must be flesh and bone.

Deep-set emotions you MUST feel

Within that outer coat of steel!”

“If I were able, I would say

I’m sorry I was made this way

But my design and programmation

Does not provide for that creation

Of feelings normal men may feel

That were not born of iron and steel.

I told you all this once before.

You have no right expecting more.”

“Go, then!” cried she. “I will not live

Beside a fiend who cannot give!

Though I be battered by misuse,

Misguided trust and strong abuse,

At least the men I chose were real

And had the power to love and feel.

Of all the lovers I recall,

You are the cruelest one of all!”

The robot, indestructible,

Continues freely and at will.

Emotionless, apparently,

But, bearing closer scrutiny,

One can see a small tear streak

Down that cold, metallic cheek

As I reflect upon my life . . .

That lovely lady was my wife.

The robot, of course, was me.







16 Jul 09

My boyfriends parents had just decided to send him away. He was going to a boys ranch in Waco, Texas until he was 18. He has had a rough couple of years and they didn’t want his rebellion anymore. So off to Waco it was.

He snuck over to my house the night he found out so he could say good-bye to me. I wasn’t ready to let him go so he spent the whole night with me.

We had gotten very “intimate” for most of the night but got really tired (of course). So we talked. About everything. Deep, casual, embarrassing stories, everything. After finishing our conversation he laid my head on his chest.

“Baby?”
“Yes?”
“Could I talk you into standing up?”
“Yea sure do you need something?”
“No just stand up for me”

I was really confused but I stood up and he walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist, leaned down and kissed my neck.

“I have a question for you” he whispered
“Shoot.”
“I love you Veronica Renee Peterman. I want to be with you forever. I want you to be Veronica Renee Graeber one day. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”

At this point he got down on his knee and took my hand. I blushed and looked at him as he smiled.

“Marry me?”

I took his face in my hands and kissed him while he was at my feet then nodded my head. I asked if he was being serious and he told me that as soon as he got to Waco he would buy me an engagement ring and send it to me.

I love him so much and I dont regret saying yes.