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19 Dec 09

Im her in my rum agaIn crying nd s0bBing. . .y? BCoz dr s again d h0le n my heart datz 0nce again be opNd by d perS0n wh0m i l0vd. . .im askng myself y would evrytym i l0v. . .d end wel be me al0ne crying. . .is dz always be my st0ry. . .me l0ving him so much nd dEn livs me or iGn0re me, tke me 4 grntd. . .wen wil my heart st0p l0ving nd jst pump sum bl0od. . .wen wil be d tym dat i wil w0ke up hvng an IRONHEART. . .i pRay to g0d to gve me dat kind of heart. . . C0Z i am tireD of cryng. . .i am trd being hurt always. . .i am tird of myself, kn0wng dat i gve d pe0ple around a chance to hurt me. . .:(







7 Dec 09

..so many accounts..kakaloka!

..ayun.. papadisplay lang..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

wave!!!







7 Dec 09

Beauty can be what ever you want it to be.
Everyone has a different opinion.
Anyone can be beautiful.
Usually we sorround ourselves with beauty.
Together we can be beatiful .
You are beautiful.
I am beatiful.
Someone reading this is beautifu







18 Jul 09

The Robot

Upon the stairway of despair,

Complete with broken love affairs

And promises that never came,

But faded with a touch of shame,

A pretty girl with golden hair

And innocence so sadly rare,

Strove to keep her head above

A way of life devoid of love.Feeling pinned against Life’s wall,

She chanced upon a robot tall

And said, “Please come and share with me

Whatever Fate has deemed to be.

I’m through with love, done with chances

Spirit crushed by past romances,

Just be a friend in word and deed.

That’s all that I shall ever need.”"There’s not too much from me to learn,”

Remarked the robot, in return.

“Emotions do not form a part

of my cold, solid-steel heart.

Whatever maker fashioned me

Did not permit my circuitry

Responsiveness to love or pain -

You’re thoughts for me would be in vain.”

“No matter”, spoke the maid. “No more

Do I wish passion to explore.

Be someone I can come home to

When my exhausting day is through.

Count yourself a well-worn shoe -

A friend that I can slip into . . .

Protection from a stone cold floor . . .

For this I ask and nothing more.”

Agreement made, he took her hand

And lived the life that she had planned,

Always willing, not demanding,

Aiding her with understanding

He made her smile with humorous wit

(As his restrictions would permit)

And, bit by bit, she came to feel

That he was more than iron and steel.

“I love you, robot”, she at last

Replied when several months had passed.

“You’re strength and quiet dignity

Have brought a wondrous change in me.

No more do I feel all alone,

And pray you must be flesh and bone.

Deep-set emotions you MUST feel

Within that outer coat of steel!”

“If I were able, I would say

I’m sorry I was made this way

But my design and programmation

Does not provide for that creation

Of feelings normal men may feel

That were not born of iron and steel.

I told you all this once before.

You have no right expecting more.”

“Go, then!” cried she. “I will not live

Beside a fiend who cannot give!

Though I be battered by misuse,

Misguided trust and strong abuse,

At least the men I chose were real

And had the power to love and feel.

Of all the lovers I recall,

You are the cruelest one of all!”

The robot, indestructible,

Continues freely and at will.

Emotionless, apparently,

But, bearing closer scrutiny,

One can see a small tear streak

Down that cold, metallic cheek

As I reflect upon my life . . .

That lovely lady was my wife.

The robot, of course, was me.







16 Jul 09

My boyfriends parents had just decided to send him away. He was going to a boys ranch in Waco, Texas until he was 18. He has had a rough couple of years and they didn’t want his rebellion anymore. So off to Waco it was.

He snuck over to my house the night he found out so he could say good-bye to me. I wasn’t ready to let him go so he spent the whole night with me.

We had gotten very “intimate” for most of the night but got really tired (of course). So we talked. About everything. Deep, casual, embarrassing stories, everything. After finishing our conversation he laid my head on his chest.

“Baby?”
“Yes?”
“Could I talk you into standing up?”
“Yea sure do you need something?”
“No just stand up for me”

I was really confused but I stood up and he walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist, leaned down and kissed my neck.

“I have a question for you” he whispered
“Shoot.”
“I love you Veronica Renee Peterman. I want to be with you forever. I want you to be Veronica Renee Graeber one day. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”

At this point he got down on his knee and took my hand. I blushed and looked at him as he smiled.

“Marry me?”

I took his face in my hands and kissed him while he was at my feet then nodded my head. I asked if he was being serious and he told me that as soon as he got to Waco he would buy me an engagement ring and send it to me.

I love him so much and I dont regret saying yes.







23 Jun 09

Sabi nila “people wears mask”. Madami talagang mapagpangap sa mundong ito. Ginagawa ito ng tao para maprotektahan ang kanilang pride, interest, at PUSO. Defense mechanism ika nga. Ngunit what if kung makita mo ang totoong itsura ng tao sa likod ng kanyang maskara na ibang iba sa maskarang suot niya all this time. Sakit? Dahil pinaniwala ka sa isang kasinungalingan. Galit? Dahil niloko ka. Deception and lies, is it really inevitable? Does this really have to happen? Then what. Sorry? Akala ko totoo ang mga pinakita niya sa akin. Akala ko nakahanap na ako ng totoong kaibigan. Akala ko totoong masaya kami. Akala ko totoong nagmamahalan kami. Yan ang madalas na linya ng mga naloloko. Puro akala! Mahirap talaga magtiwala. Tingin mo ba sapat ang sorry para sa lahat ng iyon? Totoo nga ba ang pagtibok ng puso mo na sinasabi mong naging tapat, naging bukas para sa lahat, at nagmahal ka nga bang talaga? O katulad lang ng isang artistang umarte upang mapangalagaan ang sariling interes at manggamit ng tao. Nagdrama para muling manloko at magpangap na siya ang biktima.

Magiingat kayo dahil maraming nakasuot ng magagandang maskara na panget ang nasa likod nito. Silang mga mapanirang tao na nagkalat sa paaralan, workplace, bahay, at maging sa wap world. Mga taong namumulaklak ang bunganga sa harap mo yun pala’y mga mangagamit at walang hinangad kundi ang pabagsakin ka. Mas mabuting ibaon ka na sa limot. Mag move on at ituring na isang magandang lesson ang lahat. Tawanan ang bawat pighating naranasan sa kamay ng pusong mapanlinlang. At isiping hindi lang ang isang gaya mo ang makakapanira sa aking moral. Hindi man ako perfect ngunit ako ay malayang nakakahinga bawat segundo sapagkat walang nakabarang plema ng pagpapangap sa aking lungs, walang mga maiitim na embolus ng deception sa aking puso, at walang bumabagabag sa isipan kong walang thrombus ng kasinungalingan.







8 Jun 09

bago lng po aq d2 sa xaeron(dot)net d ko po alam na ganito pla ito kaganda..ahm hangaa po aq sa gumawa ng site na ito..d q po alam ang 2nay niang pangalan pero tatawagin q nlng xa sa bansag na mr xaeron..^^, ahm aq ay lubos na humahanga sa kanyang angkin na talino at talento dahil nagawa niang makagawa ng ganitong kagandang site,cguro ay isa syang genius pagdating sa computer..baguhan aq dito,kea nmn ang +s q ay nanga2mote dn..napagisip isp q,d pla mkkdload qng walng plusses,kea ayun,cnubukan qng manghinge ng ilang +s sa isang npakagandang binibini na si ms. ine..yn ang twag q sknya dhl d q alam ang buo niang pangalan,sa lahat ng hiningian q ng tulong ay sya lng ang 2mulong,^^, lubos po aq nagpapasalamat saiyo ms ine..ahm hanggang d2 nlng dhil,me gagamit pang sunod sa aming computer..hehe,this is robie29 singning oFF..üÜ